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Love And A Condition - Part V

“Why u left the house?????? Why????? When u knw I was wrong, why haven't u explained me what is right???how could even thought of leaving me????” Kunal cupped her face.. “U were never wrong …U didn't do anything knowingly..u always wanted a child..but I cant give you that...u were very depressed..u even started drinking wine and cigarettes.. .. I don’t want see u in that condition..i want you to be happy..so I left u , thinking that u will forget me after someday days and u will start a new life with someone else”… maya said with tears in her eyes.. “Never ever say that..NEVER..” Kunal put his palm on her lips.. “But???? “Maya was trying to speak.. “Ssshhhh…let me speak.. I agree I was depressed..i agree I scolded you for no reason..i agree I always wanted my child..but I wanted that wid you.. you are my everything… I love you..how could even think that I can forget you.. how could you think that I could imagine my life without you.. sometime I love u…sometimes I shou

Love And A Condition -Part IV

Kunal was taken back after listening to the things said by his bhabhi… it was a reality check for him…he could not believe that he have been so rude towards Maya..he even get know the extent of love Maya has for him..his mind was hovering over the fact that how Maya could forgive his fault and how could she him so much.. “Apko kitna baar kaha he ki subah thoda jaldi utha kijiye!!! jaldi uthne se jaldi kaam khatam ho jayega aur office ke liye late bhi nhi hoga…but ap to sunenge nhi na!!!!!! hamesha late uthenge aur last moment tak chillate rehenge ki jaldi meri file do,mera purse do”… Maya was scolding kunal “Acha baba… tum danto mat…mujhe nasta karne do… tum upar kyun khadi ho… niche aao and ek sandwich aur do na”…kunal pleaded her.. “Ap na!!!!!! kabhi upar room se file lao.. kabhi niche aao… kya he ye???? Mei insan nhi hun kya??? Acha Rukiye aa rahi hun”…Maya scowled “MAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” – Kunal was petrified Maya’s leg fall on th

Love And A Condition - Part III

“No.. I don’t know where maya had gone …. But before leaving she had met me… she also expressed a wish of her in front of me … “ replied kunal’s bhabi… “Why have’nt you stopped her bhabhi???? Have u said her anything???And what about the wish????? “ kunal questioned “are you mad!!!! I have not said her anything .. She always wanted to see you happy. But according to her your smile has disappeared becoz of her.. she requested me TO KEEP YOU HAPPY..” replied kunal’s bhabi.. “Bhabi I m getting it.. please explain me what she was thinking… she never expressed she was not happy.. she never expressed her feeling.. “ kunal asked in confusion “Do u really think she didn’t tried to express her feelings before you??? U just ask yourself kunal , have you given her a chance ???? have you ever asked about her feelings????” - kunal’s bhabi asked him seriously .. “Do I need ask???? I mean is there was a need of formality??? And about chance- she does not need that.. she was free to say an

Love And A Condition- Part II

With tear in his eyes he again took the letter , opened it and started reading…every word in the letter was piercing his heart..he gathered courage to read it again just to test that it was not his dream.. Jaan , I know u r in stress due to the pressure of your job and to some extent m also a reason of tension.those mesmerizing eyes of your’s seems upset because of me… I curse myself everyday for putting u in this condition..i feel so guilty that I cant give the happiness of being as a father.we both love children but we cant have our own.. had’nt I have been a victim of that accident,I would have been 4 months pregnant..i feel worst when the fact that ‘I cant become mother ‘ comes in front of my eyes..i know u still love me but u can hide ur pain from me.. I knw that this fact have broken you frm inside.. u always made an attempt to hide ur real reason of depression.. u said, harse words for me is result of the work load on u.. u said, its fine! We can deal it.. but baby I could

Love And A Condition- Part I

"Maya!!!Maya!!!! give me a glass of water..I m very tired" - kunal was calling his wife in the peak of his tone.. "Cant u hear me Maya????"- kunal yelled again " Here is the water..have it"- his bhabi came wid a glass of water "Bhabi!! U?? Where is Maya???"- asked kunal "She is not there at home"-replied his bhabi.. "Not again!!! She is always outside enjoying wid her frnds...why even she come home!!!!" - kunal spoke annoyedly and left for his room without drinking water ~At his room~ "U have changed Maya...u no longer care for me..u very well knw that whenever I comes frm office, i want tea made by u..it reduces my stress..bt you!!!"- kunal spoke with a sigh to the photo of Maya which was hung in the wall.. He took out his phone from his pocket, dialled Maya's number.. "The no u r calling is switched off..please call later.."- kunal heard this recorded voice... Kunal dialled again

Tears to droplets

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I was all exausted,half slept looking through the window of that bus Travelling a long distance, through out the night. A enhance silence is srrounding me. It was all dark outside. Just as my life. I could see light of the lamp post passing away so fast. Just as the flash back of u and me in my mind I could hear the wind blowing so fast and hitting my pale face same , As your last words were throbbing inside my heart as your memories , those talks,promises everything were making me suffocate. Every time i look at those passing movers, i thought of how exactly the time has passed how exactly u moved on how far have u gone , it was so quick why can't i hold why cant i stop u, why cant i hold tose moments. May be my body was around those silly things. But my mind my heart all together was with u , no its high time to say with u  its with your memories with those moments. I wish i could say it to u that moment, why can't you see my pain the unhealing scars in my hear

A Dream Kept Inside

She isn’t born with wings, yet she dreams to fly. She doesn’t know her heart exists, still loves. Not aware of something called the mind, yet she wonders. Wonders what’s life all about and how it will treat her. When she is in her single-digits, she has already fallen in love with the world. HER world. Her perfect family, her perfect surrounding, her perfect friends. Just PERFECT. It’s later in her teens that she realizes that there’s no such thing as perfection. That it is a myth. The perfection she had fallen for destroyed her wings, her heart. But since heartbreak has become universal, it’s often misunderstood. It’s seen by it’s width and not the depth. The girl whose wings were cut-off asks everyone today. Why is not acceptable to let the child in you continue to live? Why is it demanded that, with time, it’s only the mind that should overpower everything? When did the heart become the devil and wings, horns? After all these years of broken beliefs, she still asks herself.